Ich hab bisher einiges zusammengeschrieben da ich in meiner Freizeit seeehr gerne dichte. Da die Gedichte alle zusammen viel zu lang wären würds mich freuen wenn ihr auf meine Homepage gucken würdet und mir sagt wie ihr die Gedichte findet. Sind allesamt von mir, ich wechsel nur gern meinen Nickname ^^ Na ja, sooo viele Gedichte hast Du nicht auf der Homepage - die könntest hier auch reinschreiben. Darum fällt dies unter "Besucherabwerbung" und dafür sollte man Werbung buchen um diese Seiten zu finanzieren. Denn ohne diese Seite auch keine Besucher... Grüsse vom Admin !Den Link findet ihr in meinem Profil, danke für den hinweis an Juvia ... *schäm* Hier mal ein Vorgeschmack, es war mein aller erstes Gedicht. Ich hoffe euch gefällts. The Destiny ----------- - I looked up on Myself, thinking about thousand ways to die. I never thought that this way of life could be so hard. If i would say im happy all the time,you know i would lie, So plz dont ask for my own time, otherwise I'll spend it on the graveyard. Nothings forces me to live, not even my mind or my thoughts, i think just only how to die, I drive on deadends and on roads, To see the things that no one saw, and even when they did, they didnt ever come back to us, they remained as storys, which are told to a kid. - Now i sit here in my room, think thousand thoughts, cry thousand tears, say zero words, not even one. but only one thing you should gess, is how my mind would be have gone. Cause once uppon time, all people were happy, they all weren't afraid, they laughed and screamed in euphorie, and never ever no words were said. - If i won't die this night in blood, white under the moon, all doors were shut. i closed them all, noone should come in. i lived my life alone in the mud, all over my mind i have been cut. in thousand pieces my heart broke, in a hundred parts my body is spread. but noone else then me in my room, is able to explain me the situation as such. - If i'll get through this night, get through the fear, get out of this place, i'll take my breath that I fought for, and breathe as long as i might can, to get to the floor to switch on the lights. they'll show me the ground that i collapsed on, they'll show me the walls that i'm caught in. And finally they'll show me a closed door in front of me, it's huge like a giant, so fictive but also real. - One day i'll finish myself uppon all. before my insane brain can get me to get shame. it wants me to fear it wants me to leave, but why does it follow me, beyond and beneath. it wants to get me, it chases me, it frightens me, that's all i can see. i see a shadow, i see a ghost, i see those two, i hate them both. why they wanna get me ? noone seems to know, not even myself, i'm black like a crow. black inside me, black outside my spirit, black all over my knees, with which i get down into my own shit. - more then a month, more then a year, all over the time, i remained there where i got down. i layed down in my shit, the shit that i said, the shit that i thought, and the shit that me caught. perhaps I'll get finally outta here. i have still hope, but everything else, for a long time has gone. - I see a ray, it shines on me, and there is a voice, right in front of me, it tells me to flee, it tells me to live, it gets like a noise, like a bad song may be. so i sing my own song long, a sign for myself, that warns me from all that maybe is wrong. - so i get power, i get it back, my own hope to live, like a warm hot shower. a shower of might, goes stright ahead me, tells me the way, that is really real. i go on it forward, towards the sun. the sun it shines bright, it shines just for me, but when i get closer, i at last can see, that this isnt the sun, it's just a gate, that leads into hell, so i came too late. heaven's gate is closed for me, is this the way ? is this the end ? is this what i hoped to reach finally, no, that cannot be my own destiny. - - Written by Zero-onE Is jetzt zwar ned unbedingt was Liebliches aber Nachdenkliches darf ja auch rein Viel Spaß beim lesen.